Hoping for hope to die...

Sometimes hope can be a barrier in your life. If hope weren't there you would realize what is actually happening and stand up and take certain decisions. Hope makes you cling to things, which in its absense do/will not make any sense. Hope makes things unclear. It makes you overlook the past and the present and only focus on a miraculous future. Wheareas, rationally thinking, there's no reason or chance that things will happen the way you want. Losing hope hurts... hurts bad... but in one go.. it doesnt make u miserable every now and then..
Once you recover, you become a stronger person..
As Nietszche said "What does not kill me makes me stronger"
When things are going down the drain, hope appears out of thin air for no reason at all and makes you lose perspective. We are only humans, we are weak, we are feeble.. and maybe God gives us hope to put some strength in us to move on.. but it makes you hang on to non-existent things.. which will not help you in the long run.
I guess hope's not all that good.

Give me strength god.. help me

Listen to the song i've been listening to all day today


Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone elses words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of live and the seeds of change were planted

Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but
I took a heavenly ride through one silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride trough our silence
I knew the waiting had begin
And headed straight... into the shining sun

Pink Floyd - Coming Back To Life

Regards,

Devil's own

The Reason Is You...

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Love this song....

Love,

Devil's Own

Bubble gum? yes!

Good Thinking God!! :)

Regards,

Devil's Own

Torn

They looked at the chocolate with denuded eyes as I held it in my hand and fiddled with the wrapper. They stood there and kept looking. I couldn't make myself eat it after catching a glance of the stripped naked yearning in their eyes. The girl must have been 6 and her little brother - 3. I turned and walked towards them.. as I reached near, they looked scared.. scared that I might yell at them, or shoo them away. I sat on my knees as I reached them and asked them if they'd like to have the chocolate... no reaction... wrong question.. they were scared and now puzzled. I held her tightly clenched fist and tried to open it.. she loosened her grip and let me.. i kept the chocolate there.. and a faint smile appeared on her face... for just about a nanosecond.. but somehow i managed to see it. She held her brother's hand and lifted it up for me to keep the chocolate there... i did as she desired and walked away.. I turned after walking a little distance and turned.. they were still there.. standing still... then she helped him unwrap the chocolate, divided it into two parts and gave the bigger share to her brother. They smiled and looked at each other as they ate it. They looked up at me again... too skeptical to smile.

Regards,

Devil's own

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